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You know what? Stop blaming yourself. Please. Cause it's not your fault. It's just how things turn out to be. It's not the outcome I wanted either. But since it turned out this way, We'll just have to wait and see how things go from now onwards. I tried so hard to prevent such things from happening again but my attempt failed I guess. I'm not cut-out to be who I try to be. I don't have what it takes. Sometimes I feel like I'm reverting back. What I tried to hold on to is like crumbling away. In BOTH current situations. Gee. But I guess I'll just have to remember why I even held on in the first place. Even if there's seriously there's no point. Don't have anything to look forward to alrdy. Goodness I really can't understand why everything turned out to be the way. At least now I know there really isn't a "happy ending". And fairytales deceive people into thinking that everything that goes through a rough patch would end with a happy ending. And when it doesn't, it just make you wanna run back to your mommy and cry. Tsk, it's all denial. I guess since it's like that, We'll just have to bear with it. There's more to life than that. I hope. Stop blaming yourself and finding fault with yourself cos you seriously aren't the cause/problem. Don't need to worry. It'll just take time. We'll just have to cross our fingers and wait. Sigh.

You know what? Stop blaming yourself. Please. Cause it's not your fault. It's just how things turn out to be. It's not the outcome I wanted either. But since it turned out this way, We'll just have to wait and see how things go from now onwards. I tried so hard to prevent such things from happening again but my attempt failed I guess. I'm not cut-out to be who I try to be. I don't have what it takes. Sometimes I feel like I'm reverting back. What I tried to hold on to is like crumbling away. In BOTH current situations. Gee. But I guess I'll just have to remember why I even held on in the first place. Even if there's seriously there's no point. Don't have anything to look forward to alrdy. Goodness I really can't understand why everything turned out to be the way. At least now I know there really isn't a "happy ending". And fairytales deceive people into thinking that everything that goes through a rough patch would end with a happy ending. And when it doesn't, it just make you wanna run back to your mommy and cry. Tsk, it's all denial. I guess since it's like that, We'll just have to bear with it. There's more to life than that. I hope. Stop blaming yourself and finding fault with yourself cos you seriously aren't the cause/problem. Don't need to worry. It'll just take time. We'll just have to cross our fingers and wait. Sigh.

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profile. Joan, I study at Nanhua High and class 2/6 is pretty awesome (: I really enjoy facebook and youtube is brilliant. Love eating Reese's they are the best yet - peanut butter cups that make me squeal. Edward Monkton & Susan Boyle inspire me. Friends keep me from falling asleep. I go to church and I love God. Joanong-@hotmail.com, and my birthday falls on the eighth of september and I'll be turning fourteen then. I really love shopping and movies are really my thing. Pink is the best colour ever, seriously. Eating makes me and my stomach happy. I love pigging out but I'll feel bad afterwards, shucks right. I eat when I'm sad, I eat when I'm happy, I eat when I'm bored, I eat at every opportunity. And by every, I seriously mean every.I always flunk my chinese and I love my dog and the environment comes in second. Save the Earth please I beg you all. Family is great usually. I enjoy babyblues, foxtrot, insanity streak, jill mansell, toothpastefordinner, nataliedee, archies, dilberts, lio, bizzario, stone soup, chewonit, garfield! - they make me giggle. Currently quite into Hey Monday, Lady Gaga, David Archuleta, Taylor Swift. The Ting Tings, Leona and Britney never disappoint me. Katy Perry is the funkiest. I am very temperamental and that's a sad, sad thing. I get bored with things easily and I need a change quite frequently, it's not good. I love reading celebrity gossip (I have no idea why) and colours make me happy :) The sexiest things on earth? Hedgehogs. So there. Adopted Trees.